This is me right now.
I’m not good with hiding my feelings. That’s why I always speak it out…and my transparent face did not help it either.
Saya sangat lemah.
Lemah jiwa.
Everyday is like a hell for me.
I’m thankful I have my family and friends with me.
And I gain new friends here, but I cannot stand the way I’m treated here.
Dimaki kerana bukan kesalahan saya… saya enggan akur…
Saya tidak mahu jadi robot…
Saya mahu jadi orang yang berperasaan…
Saya mahu mengamalkan prinsip Berani Kerana Benar.
Tapi di sini saya ditindas.
Madu yang ku hulurkan, racun yang kau bagi.
Kalau itu kesalahan saya, saya memang mengaku dan mintak maap.
But all these nonsense and ridiculous demands from you make me want to throw up.
Saya bukan ULUN.
Awak menyebabkan saya STRESS.
Awak menyebabkan saya hilang sabar.
Saya bukan ULUN.
Berharap agar saya berjaya menukar agensi secepat mungkin.
I cannot stand it anymore.
Please go away.
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